Mr WordPress on Hello world! brian on change part 3
It sucks when people you know become people you knew,
There are things we easily forget.
That was so much like him,
I’ve been lonely tonight. I’ve been fighting the urge to text him & tell him I miss him; I don’t want him to know anymore. I wonder if he misses me at all or if he’s just happy I’ve finally let him go. It’s easiest when I don’t see him, I won’t deny that, but I just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don’t want him out of my life forever; I don’t want him to forget me. He was my first love & I was his; that’s got to mean something, right?
The true test of love: no matter how long you
two go without talking, he’ll always find a way
back into your heart. no matter how hard you try
to forget him, you cant.
Its been a long time since the first times.
The first time we met..
to the first time we kissed..
to our first fight..
our first good-bye..
our first tears..
to the last "I love you."
People say you never realize what you have until you lose it. In a way..they’re right.
But I never took you for granted because I knew any day I could wake up and you would be gone. I just hoped so much it wouldn’t be for a very long time.
But now I miss all those things I never really noticed..
Like how much I miss your hands holding mine..
I miss your smile..
No matter what was going wrong, all you had to do was give me that smile of yours and somehow i knew everything was going to be all right.
I hadnt seen that smile in forever.
I just keep hoping I’ll see it again so I can have that feeling that everything is going to be all right again.
I’m not all right. I’m anything but okay right now.
I just keep wondering if I’m ever on your mind.
Or if you ever miss my smile too.
I wonder if you ever wake up in the middle of the night thinking about coming back.
I miss you so much.
There’s nothing I can say that would ever make you understand just what you mean to me.
I want more than anything to see your smile again knowing it’s for me..
I need something to hang on to.
I need you..